We got back in yesterday afternoon and it is really nice to be in my own house again. With my puppy dog. I think I have finally gotten the valium out of my system. Luckily progesterone is sleep inducing, because it would really suck to have insomnia this week. My day of bedrest and our flight back was thankfully uneventful. My husband won't let me pick up anything and it was kind of nice having a sherpa at the airport:)
So what am I going to do to distract myself over the next week? I can't exercise, have orgasms, sleep on my belly, or take baths. I think I will work on being very mindful, so I don't accidentially trip over my own feet, which I am prone to do frequently, because I am usually buzzing around like a little bee. Thich Nhat Hahn is in Batesville this weekend for a retreat at his Magnolia Grove Monastery and we are going to go Sunday for the Day of Mindfulness. 1 hour walking meditation followed by a 2 hour dharma talk. Hopefully this will give me some insight on how to get through this week, the next 8 months or another FET if need be. I need to practice nonattachment and equanamity this week. Que sera, sera. Well, off to change my estrogen patches!